I wanna just hide in a corner and cry my hearts out. Even if it's self-pity.I wanna pour out all i feel. But i never seem to find my thoughts.I wanna solve my problem. But i can't find the solution.I wanna do whatever i can to help. But i always end up creating more trouble.So what. So what can i exactly do?There's nothing i do of help to them. I've always wanted all to go well. But everything turned out the other way.Am i the cause for all these?Maybe i've really let him down.But i didn't want to. Sorry.Tired. Tired of trying to prove whatever i need to prove..and not getting there. I've gone a long way. Even if i don't wanna give up now, i have to. I'll never find the antidote.It's something i brought upon myself. Mixed feelings. The tears are down again.I can't face up to reality.Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
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